it’s gotten to the point that i have an existential crisis like every 3 days

people should talk to me because i am going to be awake all night memorizing the political histories of india and south africa

beyond words frustrated with the comm department and how it ruined my perfect schedule this morning

WHATEVER

i am the most sleepy human to ever be but damn my paper on poland is gon kick some ass

hi i got 5 hours of sleep tonight and haven’t had a break until now and at 7 i’m going to some sexuality lecture and then i have a huge paper to write that’s due by 12 tomorrow but our university email was spammed so everything is running a day behind so who knows what’s gonna happen

ok bye

Engineering Quad by tennin- on Flickr.

i feel like college was someone’s idea as like a joke and then they decided to take it too far and then everyone started thinking they were serious and it just got out of control

like “hahahahahaha let’s make kids pay thousands of dollars for an education where they end up sleep deprived, manic depressive, anxious and concerned about getting a job they’ll end up hating anyway hahahahahaha oh teenagers will do the darndest things” 

saturday night and i’m sitting in my apartment with tea and caramels… WOO COLLEGE YEAH

whatever, i’d rather be alone than at a party with a bunch of strangers and my ex, which was the other option for tonight but if someone on tumblr at arkansas is also having a really bland night CONTACT ME and we can be friends

I really need to visit UNT and see what all the hype is about.

Universidad

University of Arkansas
Fayetteville, Arkansas
Distance from home:5 hours/315 miles
top choice
$6,768/per semester (least expensive)
++nursing program, double major, study abroad
automatic admission.

University of Colorado
Boulder, Colorado
Distance from home: 13.8 hours/804 miles
BEAUTIFUL
$29,493/per semester (most expensive)
++top 10 rated premed program and nursing program

University of North Texas
Denton, Texas
Distance from home: 48 minutes/37 miles
last choice
$7,496/per semester
++pet therapy, close to home(is that really a benefit?), no worrying on admissions, heavy sense of inferiority
automatic admission

I feel like I should have more schools that I seriously want to apply to, but now that I sit down and concentrate on it, these are the only ones I would tolerate going to. Tech is still an option, but eh, I don’t really see myself there. Mainly just Arkansas and Colorado.

Oh, and

Yale School of Medicine
New Haven, Connecticut
Distance from home: 26 hours/1633 miles
The only med school I could ever see myself going to
too much to worry about
++++++++++++